{"product_id":"at-dark-i-become-loathsome","title":"At Dark, I Become Loathsome","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eFrom Eric LaRocca--Bram Stoker Award-nominated and Splatterpunk Award-winning author of \u003ci\u003eThings Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke\u003c\/i\u003e--comes \u003ci\u003eAt Dark, I Become Loathsome\u003c\/i\u003e, a grim yet gentle, horrifying yet hopeful, intense tale of death, trauma, and love.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e\"If you're reading this, you've likely thought that the world would be a better place without you.\"\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought the same--and worse--in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for him--it's for those he can help. Ashley has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStruggling to overcome his own endless grief, one night Ashley finds connection with Jinx--a potential candidate for Ashley's next ritual--who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. Thus begins a relationship that traps the two men in an ever-tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOnly through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find new life.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Big Bald Head","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51943799881959,"sku":"9798212179027","price":25.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0449\/4075\/5096\/files\/imageloader_065eb805-40d3-4d2b-b896-0df5a6700b09.jpg?v=1775336989","url":"https:\/\/arvidabookco.com\/products\/at-dark-i-become-loathsome","provider":"Arvida Book Co.","version":"1.0","type":"link"}