{"product_id":"i-love-jesus-but-i-want-to-die-finding-hope-in-the-darkness-of-depression","title":"I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die: Finding Hope in the Darkness of Depression","description":"\u003cb\u003eA compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\"A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.\"--Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eWhat happens when loving Jesus doesn't cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to \"choose joy\" and \"pray more.\" So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you're left wondering if God has abandoned you. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eYou just want a way out. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut there's hope. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIn \u003ci\u003eI Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, \u003c\/i\u003e Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBeautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, \u003ci\u003eI Love Jesus, But I Want to Die\u003c\/i\u003e offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn't look like what you expect.","brand":"Waterbrook Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51939208921319,"sku":"9780593193525","price":18.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0449\/4075\/5096\/files\/imageloader_27664b9f-9eab-41e1-a3a3-5f9644dc682d.jpg?v=1775092354","url":"https:\/\/arvidabookco.com\/products\/i-love-jesus-but-i-want-to-die-finding-hope-in-the-darkness-of-depression","provider":"Arvida Book Co.","version":"1.0","type":"link"}